When I first found out about the acp, I was very pleased at what I saw. I saw a brilliant army, and without giving a worry to the world I statrted my own army. I saw an amazing future, an army that might rival even the highest reaches of acp, nachos, and the rpf. I thought, how can this be so hard. it can’t be at all. I now realise I was wrong. I had many places where I went wrong. Obviously, my first was that I satrted on webs. In order to recruit, I had to call out www cpsif webs com. Add in dots where there are spaces. How was that gonna work.Even if somebody, did listen, they had more hope of finding my website if they asked my dog for advise. When I finally did get wordpress, my friends had lost interest. The only members, my friends from school, were bored. They were not doing anything. I also had really bad ranks, like cheif advisor, who would look at the other armies sites. rubbish. i changed those, eventually. So when I changed to wordpress, I my friends stayed with webs. That left me with another battle. I had to recruit single handedly. This was hard, considering all the army sites and chats banned and kicked everyone who did this. It was very, very hard. I eventually got my first member, a certain Bluenev1. He gave me the tiniest spark of hope, just when I was going to give up. I was certain I would give up, half way through writing I am an idiot. I drafted it, pondered and then eventually decided to keep it going. That gave me a spark of hope. Soon, more people joined, due to a clever idea of mine. I asked my brother, twidger, who had recently been abued on acp chat, to put the cpsif link in his email. it worked. Chat was reformed. Good. Cpsif was formed. Even better. Join requests cam flooding in like a tidal wave. I was left witha cicle of soldiers, all probably willing to do somehing. I made a big mistake. I said, “I will make a pratcise battle when we have more soldiers. That does not work. Sorry, it doesn’t. You need to get straight in there, however many soldiers. Then people will listen. if you have more, then it will work. I let these people run away, waiting for the day I could have a battle. I stiall thought things should be done in a boring waitng process. I loce reading the acp posts, but I don’t do much they say, They interest me, the debates, and everything. You see, this doesn’t interest everyone. They slwoly walked away. They saw abtter future in another army, probably acp. there are also people who joinas many armies as they can, for no reason. They just do. I just made cpsif, I thought that was it. I was wrong. Again. Then Lurmanara joined. Another glimmer of hope. I kept going. lurmanra was so brilliant, he always checked, and I had to promote him. And we slowly got better. Slowly, slowly. I decieded it was time for some recruiting. Nobody turned up. I felt like someone had kicked me. It was annoying, I had what, 12 soldiuers. No one turned up, saldly. I decided to give it another chance, I couldn’t turn up. Then I had a funny server mix up. I realised Yukon was RPF’s and they were rcruiting that night. i then moved it to Brise, a french sever. You can guess that didn’t work. All |I got was “sacre blue”. It was a french server. oops. I was very annoyed. I almost made a very rude post, but pulled back. It was time for chat attack. I scheduled it 3 times. No one came, on the first and the second. I made one more, but knew how it would end. Bluenev was there, we did some recruitn, but I did not have the energy to do chat attack. We recruited for what, five minutes. Then I just logged off. I could not take any more. It had to stop. So i started to type up this post. I was loeft with two options, give cpsif to bluenev, or give it to lurmanra. but I chose a third, un thinkable, 6 months back. CPSIf was going to close down. I knwo this may annoy some, but i wanted it to end gracefully, while I wasn’t complaining about nothing happening. I wanted it to go out differently. I wanted to end. hardly any armies end, as such. i can only remember RG, who did. I was going to end. CPSIf woyld not fade away, I would end. I am not a coward, you must understand this. This was my hardest cp army decision to make. But I have decided rathyer than go on unhappily, I would go away now – happy. It would be nice.
I guess the final blow was the active count. 2 respones, not enough. My glory had gone. ACP had left me. I was alone.
To my loyalest soldiers.
Bluenev: I wish you the best of luck. I hope we can remain in contact. You were the one that made me realise that I might be able to do it. Good luck with your site. Sorry I didn’t make you the next leader. I will remeber you, my colleege my buddy,my true friend. I will keep in touch via club penguin. I always go on snow cone.
Lurmanra: I wish you the best of luck. I like the way you always made cpsif sound brilliant. I particualrly remember your comment when I said Yukon would be our home server. You listed 20 servers in our empire. That was great. Good luck with your army. I will remeber you, my colleege my buddy,my true friend. I will keep in touch on acp chat.
123zoom456: I know you had lost interest, but I shouldn’t have faked you quit. Actaully, you didn’t, but when acp soldiers joined I scrapped you. I am still your friend i real life though, so…
Redbaron960 (aka sir redbaron): The same as 123zoom456. I was wrong.
An army is nothing without his soldiers. That is what saint quoted. And I just didn’t have my soldiers. I had some. bvut not enough. A one man band can’t do everything. I this case, a 3 penguin army can’t do recruiting, but its all the same.
Goodbye guys. I wish it could have worked, but are destinies are all different. Good luck with anything and everything you do. And remember, I have not quit acp. I am not done with cp armies just yet….
For the very last time.
Twingy
